Ya know I’ve been pondering over this whole “healing process” a little more than usual recently and I’ve come to reaffirm that my suffering along with my healing isn’t solely for me although my personal purpose is attached to it. We all innately long to live a purposeful life whether we’re aware of it or not and most do so because we believe it’ll be personally fulfilling. And oftentimes its the lack of purpose that cause one to meaninglessly drift through life which only leads to more suffering or the circumstances that brings suffering about. And while living a life of purpose is personally fulfilling to an extent, I’ve come to realize that personal fulfillment shouldn’t be the driving force behind my ambition. True fulfillment derives from creating/being apart of something bigger than oneself. Whether it’s a song that becomes apart of society or a cultural celebration, a movie, an organization, school or movement that will leave an impact on this world’s experience. Because at the core us humans are not so selfish & self absorbed after all. We’re actually wired with the desire to care for and nurture our environment(s). But all too often we think we must completely heal oneself before one can begin to embark on the journey of soul’s purpose through the medium of creative expression, without taking into consideration that creative expression contributes to our healing which our soul’s purpose is directly connected to & a lot of times discovered during our journey of the healing process. So, yeah we want to heal for the sake of inner-peace and authentic joy but I can’t help but to think a big part of us wants to heal as apart of our contribution to the healing of the Universe because somewhere within we’re aware that as we heal the world around us heals and our soul thrills at the ability to contribute to nourishment of the Universe. Creating (something bigger than yourself) is the soul’s medicine and healing your soul is medicine for the soul of the Universe. That’s why on this journey of healing one may find himself/herself healing others unintentionally or premeditated simply through the quality of discussions, their insight, their shared perspectives, reactions and behaviors. And let’s face it, it feels much better to heal another than healing yourself but we must keep in mind that we have to continue to heal ourself in order to enjoy the fulfillment of healing others. See, the driving force behind our ambition for any form of self-improvement should be love, because love provides willpower, longevity, drive and healing. The deeper I dive into this healing process the more aware of & deeper my desire to contribute to the healing of others becomes, simply because I know how it feels to be in need of healing. Furthermore I know of all the growth and evolution that takes place within the healing process and all of the enlightenment & ascension that comes along with healing is ultimately how the world is changed/impacted. I guess what I’m saying is our healing is bigger than us and always will be but that is what’s most fulfilling and liberating about it as it releases pressure. “ActressAmiraAscending” is bigger than me, although I just happen to be Amira. This is a “check-point” for those in the “healing process” feeling like they’re losing their mind to ensure them that they’re not losing anything but rather gaining. To share the symptoms of the road to elevation (at least from my experience) for the sake of anyone who can relate. And if you just happen to be one of those people or the only one than I say to you: “heal so that the world may heal, because it’s so much bigger than you.”
“During my stressing I’m blinded to the lessons that could be a blessing.”
-Natasha Bedingfield
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